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Almost a week ago, I checked into a hospital. Length of stay is TBD but I got to go home for the weekend and will have to be back by tonight. It's fine; it's for my own good. But something is making me wish the weekend were a day longer.
I'm trying to keep in mind that going through this is way better in the long term than not, even though it's not exactly fun. But I have a lot of complicated feelings about what I'm going to get (or not get) out of being there.
The good news is that, of the test results that have come back, everything is looking good. But, as I think anyone dealing with complex chronic illness knows, that's also frustrating in its own way :P
I'm trying to keep in mind that going through this is way better in the long term than not, even though it's not exactly fun. But I have a lot of complicated feelings about what I'm going to get (or not get) out of being there.
The good news is that, of the test results that have come back, everything is looking good. But, as I think anyone dealing with complex chronic illness knows, that's also frustrating in its own way :P