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The one thing about losing someone that I was not prepared for was how fucking tired I'd be. Which, in hindsight, is really dumb. Dying family member = stress, and stress = fatigue (especially when, y'know, you have ME/CFS). So yeah, no shit I'm tired. I guess it all happened so quickly that I didn't have time to fully process what was going on until it was all over. Now I'm left unable to stay on top of anything and will have to clean all that up at some point.

She wanted me to focus on school and do well. But I'm so fucking exhausted that I can't even make the 10 minute walk to class. I can't do the one thing she asked of me.

GDI Canada Post

The good news: my BJD is in Canada and should be delivered tomorrow.

The bad news: I got hit with customs/taxes.

The worse news: Canada Post won't let me pay online... and it's getting delivered to my apartment.

I'm guessing it'll just end up at a post office and I'll have to go pay in person and pick it up. I'm mostly worried that it won't be the closest post office and I'll have to make a big Trip to go get it (which, in my current condition, is doomed to be a bad time).

This is what I get for not getting it sent to my parents' place in an attempt to hide my hobby @ __ @