A surprising start
Sep. 4th, 2024 08:12 pmAs it turns out, I actually passed the re-test and do not have to take that course again. I don't know how I pulled that off, but thank fuck. It would have been nice to know more than a few hours before the start of the class I would have been re-taking though, lol.
Went thrifting to celebrate and bought a couple of pieces: a short (but not too short) skirt and a cute pink plaid overcoat. I really do need to be practical with my wardrobe at the dorm (and I hate that my mother is right in her insistence on that) but I'm so over feeling 'blah' about my clothes. My condition has taken a lot away from me in terms of my ability to present myself the way I want and I cannot overstate how resentful I've become because of it. I need non-plain, flattering, stylish pieces or I'm going to go insane... even if my mother throws a fit when she inevitably sees that I own these items. (Letting her partake in the Big Clothes-Sorting earlier this year was perhaps a mistake - now she knows everything I own and I can't just say "oh, it was buried in my closet and I just dug it out" about new items anymore.)
Napped and then had celebratory McDonalds (lol) for dinner while re-watching JJK. Not feeling particularly stressed about anything. Better enjoy this while it lasts.
Went thrifting to celebrate and bought a couple of pieces: a short (but not too short) skirt and a cute pink plaid overcoat. I really do need to be practical with my wardrobe at the dorm (and I hate that my mother is right in her insistence on that) but I'm so over feeling 'blah' about my clothes. My condition has taken a lot away from me in terms of my ability to present myself the way I want and I cannot overstate how resentful I've become because of it. I need non-plain, flattering, stylish pieces or I'm going to go insane... even if my mother throws a fit when she inevitably sees that I own these items. (Letting her partake in the Big Clothes-Sorting earlier this year was perhaps a mistake - now she knows everything I own and I can't just say "oh, it was buried in my closet and I just dug it out" about new items anymore.)
Napped and then had celebratory McDonalds (lol) for dinner while re-watching JJK. Not feeling particularly stressed about anything. Better enjoy this while it lasts.